sábado, 21 de janeiro de 2012

17th Entry

Life is getting hard, and when I say hard I mean really HARD.

Decisions are getting harder and harder to make, thinking becomes harder, love seems to take control of my body. I oftenly think to myself "Do I love this girl?" when the proper question should be "Does she love me?".

After last sunday I can't go to the kitchen and look out to the patio without freezing. My mums boyfriend will be arriving tommorow, not looking forward to it at ALL! And finding out the lie my mum told to my dad just pisses me off even more. I constantly arrive home stressed, and then my mum just stresses me off even more, making me look like the bad guy.

Yesterday I past the afternoon working on AUTOCAD in class, turns out it took the guys 1 hour and a half just to figure out how to draw a fuckin' line. I also found out that the so called teacher I hate, failed me on a module on purpose. Just my luck hey.

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