13th Entry

I find it amazing how I continue to commit the same damn mistakes as last year.

Yesterday: I was sitting in class and a girl friend of mine sent me a text asking me if she could give my number to this girl I've been admiring for some time now, of course I said "yeah sure" but at first I had no clue of who the girl was. Came to be the one I told you, thing is I have to force conversation, I mean she starts talking saying "Hi" and shit, but then I'm forced to continue the conversation and...

I SUCK AT IT

Today: I was in class just before the last class of the morning, and my ex texts me asking if she could give my other ex (the one tht totaly fucked up my heart) my new number because she wanted to talk, what did I say? "yeah sure, why not...". Well I've fucked myself up again, doing the complete same crap I did last year, and I'm freacking torturing myself, cuz she starts talking about the guy that stole her from me cuz now he is her bestfriend. I just KILLS me even more

Then at the last class I just got all the shit attitude from my teacher, he fucking treats us as if we were 30 year old men working, he still has no clue were just 16 year old kids, and that most of the shit he says just annoys/stresses me like hell! And all that does is drain me, witch makes me pay no attention at all and just feel like sleeping.

SCHOOL STILL SUCKS!!!