1st Entry

Alot has changed in my life, from love to friends, even family...I lost the 1st girl I loved truly to a coward friend of mine. Yeah life is tough, it's getting to the end of the year 2011 (worst year of my life so far)...
I am NOT looking forward to it. I HATE New Year! expecially when it's the coming of the year 2012...
That is the year I and many others suspect the world to end...
I really don't want to go back to school...no matter how happy I may appear there I am hating it! I continue to mix Love with Sexual interest...
A girl I am higly interested in, is pretty hard to take care of I'll tell you that...I'm not expecting anyone to read this but THE HELL WITH IT! I think I can say:

I HATE HUMANS!

Stress comes to over power my moral thinking, I come to say things I regret, harming others I love...
I only really have 3 real mates...all I really need, I would really like to find true love again...
A girl that I love just as much as she does me, one I can trust not to lie to me or cheat A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP. But as I know no such thing exists, so no point fighting for it...

The world to me looks just like the picture...